just need to post this and say:



oh gawd.

there's actually more where that came from. i miss him too much.

Survey muna. Mixtape of survey. Halakak. Kewl. Eniwe, here:
Who has your heart?
- People.

What did you do last night?
- Reminisce. :]

Who was the last person you kissed?
- Koen.

Would you kiss that person, again?
- Please. :}

Did you sing at all today?
- Yep.

Do you live near your best friend?
- Nope. And getting more farther.

What do you think of your LAST
kiss.
- Last na nga.

Do you miss anyone?
- Yep yep. :)

Can ex-lovers be friends?
- Yep. Pero in my place, i don't think so.

Would you die for the one you love?
- idk.

Will you wait for someone you love?
- sure.

What song best describes your
feeling at this moment?
- Ikaw Lamang.

Anong ginagawa mo para mapansin ka
ng crush mo?
- Maglande. :}

Totoo ba ung pag in love ka hindi
ka makakakain?
- Nop. Kakain ka nga ng soobra. :))

Ilan ang vowels sa name ng taong
mahal mo?
- Isa.

Pano qng cnasabi nga nyang mahal
kanya, pero d ka naman nya kaya
talagang ipaglaba n?
- Tanungin mo si Roxanne.

What do u want for your birthday?
-- Perfect Stitches.

What song are you listening right
now?
-- Ikaw Lamang (Poreber and Eber.)

How much do you love music?
-- Since sperm.

Do you believe in forever?
-- Forever is not a lie.

What word/s do you say a lot?
- Hell.

Do you have a nickname?
- Kariin. Keng.

Next thing you're going to save
money for?
- For a Polaroid camera. :]

Next place you'll take ur vacation
- Korea. :) Pyongyang.

Ano ng paborito mong gamit sa bag
mo?
- Fragile binder. G-tech. Phone. ipod.

Magaling ka ba sumayaw?
- Yep yep. Am proud.

One word to describe you right now?
- Desperate.

Meron ka bang kilala na may crush
sayo?
- Yep. A lot. And it scares the bejesus outta me kase para silang club. :))

If death comes tomorrow, what would
you do?
- Panic at the disco. :))

Who cheers you up d most in your
life?
- Roux at Fragile. Isama na si Frans at Okok. At Karlots.

Do you think people who like to
study a lot are nerds?
- I think people who likes to sudy a lot are intellectual. Period.

What's your opinion on long
distance relationships?
- Madaling matapos. Err.

If you could have super
powers what would it be?
-- Ability to Fly. :)

Last time you were really
happy?
-- August 11 hanggang September 8.

Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
- Yep. :)

Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
x Halaa ka. :)

Do you have any friends who are
famous?
- Yep.

Who was the last person that told
you he/she loved you?
- Koen.

maniniwala ka ba sa "dont fall in love with friends..."
- Nope. Cause I just did.

***

Rouxianens is vacationing (haha.) in the lands of Candelaria. wtf?? Tapos, di na sha sa SIH. Gawd. Pkshft. Mamimiss ko sih. Nandun lahat. Halaka.

Hafta go. Lurff you earthlings. :) I miss Koen so mats xickels.
And for your own viewing pleasure refer to the picture on top (haha.) or this:



Plus, my Friendster's kinda rotten.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

1.Last person who wrote you a comment?
- Makiyo.

2.Las t movie u watched?
- The Simpsons Movie. :)

3.What do people first notice when they
see you?
- Smile ng smile.

4.Do you like peanut-butter?
- Yerp. Sarap papakin.

5.Most memorable place?
- Subic International Hotel. At Borwok.

6.Do you read comics?
- Betty and Veronica

7.What's your favorite ice cream stand?
- Wala.

8.Do you have enemies?
- Meron. As of now. Because of stupid reasons.

9.You like to go out grocery shopping?
- Yerp. Maslalo na pag sa Royal. :p

10.Can you dance?
- Yep. I can tap dance. :) Haha.

11.Do you believe in God?
- I dunno. I guess.

12.First thing to do when you wake up
tomorrow?
- Groan.

13.Where are you right now?
- Computer Kitchen. :)

14.Your name spelled backwards...
- NERAK.

15.Where were you born?
- Zamboanga.

16. What is the last thing you
downloaded?
- Secondhand Serenade. :)

18.Are you registered to vote?
- Not yet.

20.Do you like rollercoasters?
- Nope.

21.Chat tin with...?
- Hm. None.

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky
diving?
- Bungee jumping

23.Are you shy?
- Yep yep. To strange people.

24.Do you think you're popular?
- Yep. :) And i am proud.

25.Chips or popcorn?
- Either.

26.Are you a good cook?
- Nope.

27.Best thing in the world?
- Binder of Life. :)

28.Have you ever broken a bone?
- I don't think so.

29.Have you ever won a trophy?
- Yep. Singing. Singing. and Singing.

30.What is your favorite board game?
- Scrabble. At Chess.

31. Do you bake cakes?
- When i was young.

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
- Checkered band-aids.

33.Do you believe in love at first
sight?
- For some people, i guess.

34.What's your favorite song right now?
- As of now, Ikaw Lamang pa din. :p

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- A lot.

36.Last song stuck in your head?
- Misery Business.

37.Any pets?
- Dead. All dead.

38.Worst Local TV show as of the
moment?
- Kokey? I dunno about that show but i don't think it's that entertaining. :)

39.Color of most clothes you own...
- Black at Green. :)

40.Who se picture(s) do you carry in
your wallet?
- Koen. Err.

Survey muna. :) I can't post regularly. My sisters are using the computer nowadays. Just until the end of their sembreak. Then, i'll post again like a person whose eyes are glued to the computer. Err. Meanwhile, i'm writing again. I mean, Shiro binder of life writing kind of writing. Haha. Hafta go. Love you my earthlings. :) I miss my Fragile Cupcake. Soon, i'll grow a plant. For no specific reason at all.

I'll be buying a polaroid camera soon. We, i mean. Just for conceptual purposes. Fun. Fun. Fun.
Fixing a broken heart. Hm? Hm. Goodnens.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.

I want to retake this survey which i got from Arli. Survey that instead of the usual "on-the-spot" answers e music from your playlist ang isasagot. :p

1.Ano ginagawa mo ngayon?
> Misery Business - Paramore

2.Ilang taon ka na po?
> 14 - Silent Sanctuary

3.Where do you live?
> Our House - Crosby, Stills and Nash

4.What do you think of yourself?
> Upside Down - 6cyclemind

5.Saan mo gusto mag-aral?
> Here, There and Everywhere - The Beatles

6.Kung may background music man ang buhay, ano yung song mo?
> Hohoemi no Bakudan - YuuYuu Hakusho (Ghost Fighter)

7.Kapag hinarana ka ng crush mo, ano yung kakantahin niya?
> Bella Luna - Jason Mraz

8.Ano ang song mo para sa pinakaayaw mong teacher?
> Drop Dead - Matilda

9.What will be the song in your funeral?
> Malaya - Cynthia Alexander

10.Kapag sumali ka man sa kahit anong singing contest, ano yung kakantahin mo?
> Stormy Weather - If All Stars Were Pretty Babies

11.Ano kanta mo para sa minamahal mo?
> Ikaw Lamang - Silent Sanctuary

12.Ano meron sa school niyo?
> Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston

13.Ano gusto mo makita sa future mo?
> Destiny - Zero 7

14.What do your friends think of you?
> Rich - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

15.Ito ang maririnig mong song kapag maiinlab ka.
> Fragile - Sting

16.Ano plano mo today?
> Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

17.Kailan ang birthday mo?
> April Come She Will - Simon and Garfunkel (Kahit hindi April birthday ko)

18.Ano kanta mo para sa mga best of friends mo?
> The Best Days - The Softies

19.What do you think about the country?
> A Violent Yet Flammable World - Au Revoir Simone

20.What do you think of the world's condition?
> It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects

21.Ano plano mo for this week?
> Cry - Mandy Moore

22.Kailan ka ulit manonood sa sinehan?
> Rainy Days and Mondays - The Carpenters

23.Anong klaseng mga tao ang mga kaklase mo?
> Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

24.Ano ang theme song mo para sa section mo sa school?
> Pressure - Paramore

25.When you feel sad, you listen to this song.
> It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

26.When you feel happy, you listen to this song.
> Beer - Itchyworms

27.Ano favorite song mo?
>Butterfly - Stina Nordenstam

28.Sa birthday party mo, ano gusto mong song?
> Birthday Song - Don McLean

29.Anong kulay ang tshirt mo ngayon?
> A Lack of Color - Death Cab for Cutie

30.After this, what are you going to do next?
> Wake Up - Coheed and Cambria

31.What's the perfect song when you are feeling a little sentimental?
> Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente

32.Ano ang gusto mong maging sa future mo?
> Martir - Sugarfree

33.Ano ang tingin sa iyo ng mga kaklase mo?
> Same with Question no. 14

34.Ano ang kanta mo para sa seatmate mo sa room?
> I'm So Sick - Flyleaf

35.Describe yourself.
> I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance

36.Who are you to the world?
> Girl - The Beatles

37.Who are you to the one you love?
> Only One - Yellowcard

38.Ano naman sa iyo ang crush mo?
> Wave - Art Van Damme

39.Ito ang gusto mong ikanta sa ayaw na ayaw mong teacher.
> I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

40.Ito ang kanta na gusto mong marinig mo bago ka mamamatay.
> Eye In the Sky - Alan Parsons Project

41.Ano ang superhero name mo?
> The Girl From Back Then - Kings Of Convenience

42.Kapag sumasayaw sa prom, ito ang gusto mong itugtog.
> Once in a Blue Moon - Sydney Forest

43.What's the best thing about LOVE?
> U & I - Cynthia Alexander

44.In FRIENDSHIPS?
> Photographs and Memories - Jim Croce

45.In LIFE?
> Clouds - Bread

46.This is a song good for going to sleep.
> Golden Slumbers - The Beatles

47.This was probably the song playing on the radio when you were born.
> Yesterday - The Beatles

48.Ito ang nararamdaman mo.
> Killing Me Softly - Lauryn Hill

49.What is your thank you song for everyone in your life?
> Now I Can Dance - Tina Arena

50.Ito ang kanta na para lang sa tao na iniisip mo ngayon.
> My Heart - Paramore
> Ikaw Lamang - Silent Sanctuary
> It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
> Yellow - Coldplay

51.Kapag naging teacher ka, ano ituturo mo?
> Stay Golden - Au Revoir Simone

52.Ito ang kinakanta mo pag pinapagalitan ka.
> Here We Go Again - Paramore

53.What's the WORST thing about girls?
> Like A Virgin - Madonna version ng Incubus

54.In Boys?
> Young Lust - Pink Floyd

55.When there's war,what would be the song?
> Let The Flames Begin - Paramore

56.Ito ang sinasabi ng teacher mo pag di nakasagot sa recitation.
> Will You Ever Learn - Typecast

57.What's the worst thing about love?
> I Go Crazy - Barry Manilow

58.In school?
> Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects

59.In friends?
> Tested and True - Secondhand Serenade

60.In life?
> Scars Of A Failing Heart - Typecast

***

I miss this: "But thy eternal summer shall not fade.."

I remembered one of Rouxianens' crazy thoughts. What if the four of us sang IKAW LAMANG.

Koen: Ayoko ng maulit pa ang nakaraang ayokong maalala.
Me: Bawat oras na wala ka parang mabigat na parusa.
Danilo: Wag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba..
Roxx: Di ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta.

Which is weird because we fit on the lines perfectly.

I need to befriend the three pigs in school. I need them. Badly. Not really. Just for contentment. Fuck.

I attended the Funday held at RSHS. Mikhel bought me a pair of thick chunky red nerd glasses from their Abubooth. Koen played. But i don't care much. Since he doesn't care that i was there either. I sang at this Karaoke Booth. Phew that i didn't striked a wrong key. But i did got something awfully wrong. Phooey.

I think i'll be having my hair chopped again. I'll be using my Polaroid money i guess. And my dad bought me a new cool shoulder bag. It's a pink-black checkered kewlness.



This is my future hair. :) Smile for me.

Eniwe, i'm having a hard time looking for LeSportsac bags. I watched a fist fight! and i am proud of myself. It's fun actually despite the fact that two girls are breaking their bones off each other. Massive Pain. I was having the total joy and laughter i've never realized having until this old lady cut them off. Pakx. Then i remembered, Koen told me not to get involved with this kind of stuff. Hell.

♥kariin
ps. i < 3 you.